I inclose you a paper, which must be in part my apology for not writing to you; and if Ld. Daer stays a day longer, I shall be able to send the sequel. A farther reason why neither Mr. Oswald nor myself have written to you, was that we saw no good we could do, and therefore we avoided doing harm. A third reason was, that there was a personage at Paris concerning whom there were difficulties; which reason if you do not understand by these few words, I must let it rest till we meet.
I have no news to send you. I believe Ministers have at last got over the idea of the loyal colonies being sufficient to supply the West Indies; and have prepared an act for an intercourse with the other colonies. ———— I make no remarks because they can do no good; and I love the public too well to think of serving my friends in your opinion, at its expence.
Had not my hands been tied by these circumstances, I should much oftener have written, and even sent you expresses, had there been occasion.
My father’s departure, and hourly consultations with me, and the solicitations I make by person or letter for my brother John, with the above letter, and my own concerns, have worne me down so much, that I have not spirits to write you, a long letter and yet I have abundance of matter. I must therefore again beg a respite till the next opportunity. After this week, and some time in the course of the next, the family embark; and then I shall be myself again.
I am every day however thiking of something or other we shall do together, when you come to London with your son. I am, my dearest sir, Your most devoted affectionate and grateful